Saturday, March 29, 2008

Deep Breath....

It's about 11:30 on March 29th...we were leaving for the hospital right about now to bring home our baby boy. Contractions were about 3-4 minutes apart. Eli was with Granny sleeping innocently. It was a rainy night. We were so excited...our bliss was about to be revoked. Our hearts broken. Our faith tested. Our psyche challenged. Our lives changed forever.

A year later I don't feel like much has been accomplished in the past 12 months. But I know better. I don't know how we have gotten up each day 'acted the part' God assigned to us. But we have. I don't know what our lives would be like if AJ was here. But that's ok?

1 comments:

Tonya said...

I want to say it's okay, but it's not. AJ is in heaven and your arms are bare. I cannot imagine the pain you feel or how often you cry each day, but I know AJ's life has touched me.