The intellectual side of me says that dreams are a result of something that is imposing on our subconscious mind. The sentimental, faithful side of me believes that dreams can sometimes be a window into the unknown...occasional glimpses of heaven?
Early Easter Sunday morning I had a dream that I am certain was a message from heaven. My sister-in-law's mother, Bea, passed away in late January after many years of failing health. She was fragile and petite when she went home to the Lord.
In my dream, all of my SIL's family was there...we were there dropping off food. Everyone was happy and doing well. It was current date. As I was leaving out of this house, I stepped down a few concrete steps and Bea was standing there in a tan linen suit, healthy and strong. We embraced as we had the following conversation:
She said to me, "Why don't you ever come visit me?" I replied, "Because it makes me cry." She said, "It's ok to cry." I of course was crying in my sleep at this point.
I asked her, "Is he ok?" (referring to AJ). She said, "He's just fine." I asked her to please hold him for us and she said, "I do every day." I asked her to kiss him and tell him how much we love him...
At this point I woke up sobbing...I cried all day and continue to cry as I type this. It was so real, so vivid! Is it possible that God gives us the opportunity to see loved ones in our dreams to calm our hearts? We of course went to visit Bea today and leave her a little flower and a pin wheel for AJ. Til we meet again in our dreams...
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Another Dream...
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Happy 3rd Birthday AJ!!!
Your daddy wrote your birthday tribute this year for the MEND newsletter!
Happy 3rd Birthday, AJ!
It seems like just yesterday we were holding you in our arms, wondering how we were going to go through life with such a large void in our hearts. There has not been one day since you went to heaven that Mommy and Daddy have not thought about you. Your big brother, Eli, asks about you a bunch. He tells us how much he misses you and always wants to see pictures of you. He is so proud that he has two little brothers and tells us that is just what he always wanted. We see you in your baby brother‘s smile and the angel kisses on his forehead. Until we meet you in heaven, see you in our dreams. Our love for you is endless.
We love you MORE!
Mommy, Daddy, Eli, and Alex
Adrian Joseph "A.J." Zuckerman
March 30, 2007
True knot cord accident
Parents: Alfredo and Amber Zuckerman
Big Brother: Eli
Little Brother: Alex
This year we will celebrate your birthday with a small family and friends get together at home. As always...our balloon release will be my favorite part of the day!
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